Thursday, January 1, 2009


Maraykelle vidooramam meghangale,

kunju nakshatra kanyakamare kanatte njan,

kanunneerin maravathu avarude punchiri enikkoru sammanamakatte,

Nin dhoopabadanmar kaavalirikum kottarathil oru apsarakanyakayayi,

snehathin nakshatrapottayi njanum varatte,

thammasil oru chiripottayi njanum ninte kootukariyakette,

Vinninte dhathuputhriyayathu prakrithikalpanayenkilum,

orikkal njan aashikatte dhoopakottarathille raghniyakaan..

priyapetta thannupinte naatile changaathiku,


evideyannnariyilaa ipol enkilum, epolum ariyan agrahichutund evideyanenennu. Nee nadannu neengiyitula veedikalilude ninte kaalpadhangal thedi alanju athinodu chernu ninnodoppam njan aa yathra sankalpichititund. verutheyenkilum.. athinumund oru sugham.. chummathelello sangeethathe ethra mathram snehikunna enikku ninte nishabdhatha polum sangeethamayi thonnunathu..snehamanoo ennariyila manassinte verum vendanayano ennariyila pakshe enikkepol ninte niyalvattathil olichirikanaannishtam.

enikkuvedanikunund..enthanennariyila...

ninakku kelkaamoo doore aagashangalkapurathu ninnum etho kottaram keeypeduthuna chuyalikattinte chinnamvilli? aa kottarathinodoppam thakkarnaa jeevithangalude vingalaaanoo athu ? manasilakunnila! ellam oru tharam maayakaychayoo prantho pole thonnunu?.. manasinte thonnal ennu ellarum parayunnu.. njanum paranju nokki orayiram pravshyam.. pakshe ella..ee praanthine anthareekshathodu kettiyorapikunna changalayele njan? Athukondakam manassu oro vattom ulayumpolumenikku vedanikkunu.. chorayude vedana! sankadangalude vedana! arivilayamayude vedana! nashtangalude vedana! snehathinte vedana! ellam ennil nirayumpol enikku veroru jeeviyayi janmam kondu vittu maari ninnu ente naasham nokki irikkan thonnunu. ethu vairagyathinteyo vaashiyudeyoo viddithonalukalala. anandamthonnipikunnu kaaychayumella. Pakshe ithenil kauthukavum adbudhavum unnarthunu. ennil sthithi kolluna enne manasilakaanenikku kayiyathathilula naanakedineyum ormapeduthunu.. oru pakshe ithayirikum jeevithathilekula ente thirichuvaravu!
karanjutheerkaanum kayiyunila enikku.. anandhichu chirikaanum thonnunila.. mandhatha baadichirikunnu..thurumbupidicha janalkambikal kandal enikkipol pucham thonnumayirikum.. manushyamanassam ekadesham athupoloke thanneyelee!..njan paranjathellam ninakku mathram ariyavunna oru tharam ekkanthathayude oru saakshipathramaayi thonnundakum elle epol..nee kootundakumpol ennenkilum shaanthiyadayamennulla ente moham.. athenne kaathirikaanum munpottu jeevikaanum preripikunnu..yaamangal kadannupovukayanoo vegam.. neeyonunu aduthu vanenkil enikku ninnodoppam thannupinteyum anuragathinteyum naatileku
madangamayirunnu.................

ennu swantham..
sahayathrika..

Wednesday, December 31, 2008

kaarvarnnannayi..




nishayude theruviluuuudee aadi ullannente alasamaya mudi ninne mohipikunuvvo.. ?
enikku kaannamm ninte kannukalil kaarmekhathin niyalula rathi lahari,
kannil padarnnathenne oornu vaari
oru naagasarpathin roopam punarunnu,
mudi eerananninathayi thonni viyarppil kuthirna en nettithadathile mazhaparalil,
punarelle neeyene epol,
ente rakthakuyalin veedikalil manushyalahari padarunnu,
njan unarunnu ninte thaalathinoppam,
krishna... ninte tholkachayayi maratte njan.........
ninte irunda meniyil alinjutheerattee..
ente vedhanankalku nee anandamayi marattee,
vayuvinodu chernnu njan eruttinte thoyyi aakeeteee.........................